LOVE? A LOT OF ISSUES

So, as most of you college kid realize, dating scene in college is definitely way more complex than what you left off with high school. The social aspect and level of concern is definitely, if not certainly is not the same. Puppy love isn’t what most college kids look for, instead, its the real love that most of us, as college kids are looking for. Obviously, there are some that look for their future wife/husband to be, there are some that just want the thrill of having a companion, and finally there are some who just needed someone at the mean time, and the rest are the one-night-standers/ hook-ups.

I though, has always been a one woman kind of person, and this has been a problem to myself i guess. Well, most of the people might ask how I am able to just pursue for one person and not be salty about it if I am rejected, but deep down inside, I do, I really do have a problem with that.

After breaking up in my freshmen fall semester with my ex-high school girlfriend, I was so lost. I have never pursued anyone in college, and my social life is way behind everyone….so I had to catch up.

I met this girl, and lets call her Ms. A.

Ms.A is a great, if not the most wonderful thing that has happened to me. She also had a boyfriend coming into college, and their relationship is a little wobbly as of fall 2008. They’ve been on and off for a while and i know for a fact that as of spring 2010, they’re officially done. Through time, Ms. A did hook-up with a good amount of guys, and I just assume that she is just testing the field, and going for the thrill. I did not have any intention of going after Ms. A since I think she is way out of my league. I am too much of a pussy to even look her straight in the face back then, and I am just an admirer of her personality, and I know that this is the girl that one day, I will want to at least say “I love you.”

Well….as the story goes on we became more familiar with each other…..but just like any relationship, I didn’t want to jeopardize by being too into the friend zone with her.

After a while, I decided to tell her my interest….but she denied…

I’ve been spending this whole night listening to Trevor Hall and Cold Play….

Someone please save me.

I do love her